…And Then it Will Hit You

…And then it will hit you. It will hit you when you are shopping for paper towels and it will hit you when you are loading your car with groceries. You will sit in your car and you will think about who you were last week and the week before that and so on until you finally get to who you were a year ago, and you will run your fingers through your hair. It will hit you. It will hit you when you are pulling into your driveway and it will hit you when you put the can of beans into the pantry. You will look around your kitchen and glance out the mini window about the sink to see the grass outside. It will hit you. It will hit you that this is your life and you are not the person you were. You are not screaming into your pillow at 1AM hoping it will help the pain. You are not starring in the mirror picking out every flaw. Instead, you are shopping for new curtains and trying to figure out what pillow goes best with your couch, because this is your life now, and it will hit you. You made it

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